The Journey

  Hey there, I’m Edyn. I am currently 33 years old, I’ll be 34 in a few months and I am doing my best to achieve a goal I’ve had for years. Competing on the NPC Stage in Bikini. But, lets give you some history first.    I’ve always felt like a bit of an imposter. We moved a lot when I was young, still don’t have a direct answer as to why. I was always the new kid, always trying to get into something to make friends. But, I’m weird, I’m always trying to please. I’m hyper and ADHD and always searching for somewhere to fit in. Adjusting my likes and wants and personality to wherever we lived. For a while at least. By high school I had given up on trying to do what my mother hoped and be popular. It just wasn’t me. But I still wanted to make friends.    Throughout high school the easiest way to make this attempt was activities. I ran track, was an accomplished sprinter. But, we moved so often I sometimes didn’t have the option at all depending on the school. Many were very small. Sometimes